Baby on the way!

Recently, my beautiful wife and I found out that we are expecting a baby boy in June! We have been married for almost three years now, and it has quite honestly been 3 of the best years of my life. Expecting our first child, my son, has really made me think about a few things. My one desire is that our child grows up in a household that loves Jesus. One that lives to serve Him and to see others come to know Him. When I think about our child, I can’t help but think about Joshua’s statement, “As for me and my household, we will serve the Lord.” The Bible says that if you “train up a child in the way he should go; even when he is old he will not depart from it.” (Proverbs 22:6) Parents today have to be willing to teach their children about what it means to live a Godly lifestyle. I think that most parents, regardless of what their faith is, wish for their children to grow up knowing what is right and what is wrong. Too often, however, parents teach their kids with words, but their actions show that they believe differently than what they are teaching. Our actions, are what leave an impression on our children, much more so than our words. When a parent tells their child to act one way, but then lives the opposite, they confuse the child. I have watched the way kids look up to their parents. Young boys look at their dads as their heros, and they try to imitate what they do.

My goal as a father is to be a reflection of Jesus for my boy. I believe that he will grow up to be a disciple of Jesus, a passionate worshipper, and a man of integrity! A child is a gift from God, and our responsibility is to raise them as God would have us raise them.

Intolerant America

The intolerance of this country never fails to amaze me. I just read an article where a school was apologizing for having a “Christian Christmas” message of some kind with regards to an Operation Christmas Child support program. I guess what I have the hardest time understanding is this: why would anyone complain about any organization, religious or not, for teaching our kids to be compassionate towards our neighbors? Perhaps if Christians would simply start teaching messages like the Islamic religious nuts teach-70 virgins awaiting you in paradise for martyring yourself and killing all the infidels-then people would accept them? The Christian faith teaches to love your neighbor as yourself, and to take care of widows and orphans, and because the name of Jesus is used, Christians are not tolerated!

Immorality is prevailing in this country! It is tolerated and even embraced! Children are growing up confused about their sexuality because our country embraces homosexuality. We have murdered countless unborn children with abortions since the 1970′s, and we sugarcoat it by calling it a “choice”. I tell you, unless people repent and give their lives to Christ, turn away from their sins, an eternity in hell awaits. Ouch, did I say that? The reason that Christianity is not tolerated anymore is because people are so caught up in their sins that they do not want to hear about God, holiness, heaven or hell. Apparently, since we live in a “democracy”, we can simply vote and override what is right or wrong with a majority vote! If it’s legal, it can’t be sinful!! Right? Right?! There is only one problem with that mindset! ONE DAY WE WILL ALL STAND BEFORE GOD!! What YOU want doesn’t matter! Uh oh, I may have just offended someone…

Jesus wasn’t afraid to offend people. The apostle Paul didn’t give a rip what people thought. John the Baptist stepped on peoples toes, and Stephen surely offended everyone he spoke to in the Book of Acts. They were concerned with one thing only; preaching the Word of God to unsaved people. Reaching the lost. If Jesus had listened to the people who got offended and stopped preaching, he would have never been crucified. You don’t get persecuted and/or killed for trying to please people. Paul would have never been beaten the way he was beaten if he spent his time trying to make everyone happy. If he had stopped preaching Jesus when he was ordered to, he would have NEVER been beheaded. The Bible says this: “Indeed, all who desire to live a godly life will suffer persecution.” What an interesting statement. I wonder why? Because talking about holiness, preaching it to others, and living it is CONTRARY to what people want to hear! What you WANT to hear is not what you NEED to hear!

I say it is time for a new generation of believers to rise up, shake off the fear of offending people, and to begin to preach the gospel with boldness! Enough with this timid, passive faith. There is nothing passive or timid about Jesus Christ! He wasn’t passive or timid when he picked up a cross and carried it up a hill to his death! It’s time to WAKE UP. Now, before someone tries to tell me to shut up and “show people I’m a Christian by my love” rather than preaching about holiness and repentance, let me say this: I can be the nicest, most loving person in the world, and yet if I do not tell you that hell awaits you if you do not repent, then I am not showing you true love. Chew on that.

The Fear of the Lord

Notes from youth this week:

The Fear of the Lord

Proverbs 1:7 “The fear of the Lord is the beginning of knowledge; fools despise wisdom and instruction.”

The church today has lost the fear of God.

Acts 4:32-5:11 Ananias and his wife had no fear of the Lord, and as a result, the were destroyed by their sin. Their gift was not to glorify God, but only to boast in themselves and to make others think they were spiritual and righteous. Sin will always find you out, and hidden sin will utterly destroy your walk with God. If we lived with the fear of God that the early church had, we would not struggle with sin the way we do. The church today has become numb to the fact that God is holy and that his Holy Spirit is grieved by the sin of the church. America has developed this silly concept of God that says, “I just need to pray this little prayer, give my heart to Jesus, and I am going to heaven,” but we don’t know what it means to give our hearts to Jesus! When a person gives their heart to Jesus, it means that they are trusting God with their lives and that they are turning away from the things that grieve the heart of God. The bible says “do not grieve the Holy Spirit of God” (eph 4:30). How do you grieve the Holy Spirit? By saying that we repent of our sin and then turning right back to it! By calling ourselves “Christians” and living like the world! By declaring that we know God, yet living like we don’t care about the sacrifice he made!

Galatians 6:7-8 “Do not be deceived. God is not mocked, for whatever one sows, that will he also reap. For the one who sows to his own flesh will from the flesh reap corruption, but the one who sows to the Spirit will from the Spirit reap eternal life.” We mock God when we say that we know him yet we continue to sow to our flesh and continue to live in habitual sin. Jesus told the prostitute when she was brought before him, that her sins were forgiven, and to “go and sin no more.” He didn’t say, “Your sins are forgiven, now go and try to be good.” He expected that the brief encounter that the woman had with him would radically change her life, and that her lifestyle would never be the same!! Her faith saved her, but her life would demonstrate that faith from that point on. We are saved by our faith, but our lives should reflect that faith or our faith DOESN’T REALLY EXSIST.

Matthew 7:21-23 “Not everyone who says to me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ will enter the kingdom of heaven, but the one who does the will of my Father who is in heaven. On that day many will say to me, ‘Lord, did we not prophesy in your name, and cast out demons in your name, and do many mighty works in your name?’ And then will I declare to them, “I never knew you; depart from me, you workers of lawlessness.”
The truth is that many people who say they know God, have never truly had an encounter with Jesus Christ. If we live life saying we know him, yet we never really repent and give our lives to him, we will find out on that day that we have deceived ourselves! We want to see a move of God, we need to repent from our sin and turn our lives over to the one who died for us. We need to develop a healthy fear of the Lord, one that leads to repentance and freedom from sin! The reason the church does not have any power is that the church is not free! Acts chapter 6 says that many signs and wonders were done by the disciples, and that the people would bring the sick on cots or mats near the disciples so that Peter’s shadow might fall on them so they could be healed!! Do you think Peter was struggling with hidden sin??? I dont think so!! Peter was walking in the power of the Holy Spirit because he had encountered Jesus and he had been set free from sin!! Most christians are still bound by some sort of sin, and we need, right now, to repent and turn away from it! We need to run to the cross, and to lay down the things that are holding us back from the call of God on our lives. We need to lay them down, and we need to leave them there. The wages of sin is death but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus. The bible says that the power of sin on our lives is broken when we give our lifes to Christ, so why are we still bound by it!! Some of us right now need to repent and to ask God to forgive us for not walking in the freedom that is given to us by Jesus through the power of the Holy Spirit!!

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Shaking The Tree

I believe that a new move is about to take place with this generation. The time is nearing where there will be great awakening throughout the nation, and many, many people will repent from their sins and turn back to the heart of God.  Before every harvest there must be a shaking of the tree. I believe that God has to remove the fruit that has gone bad from the church before revival will come. This shaking, I believe has begun.

The heartbeat of any revival is repentance. Repentance is the point where a person sees that their sin has come between them and God and has separated them from Jesus Christ.  Revival is not a planned event where a bunch of Christians gather together under a big tent and listen to cool bands and preachers. It is not something that has to be advertised. You can’t print out fliers and hand them out to promote revival. In fact, you shouldn’t have to! Revival is not about promoting any man’s ministry.  It is about harvesting souls for the kingdom of God. It is about seeing the lost saved and delivered from sin. It is about reuniting people with Jesus Christ. When we begin to forget about our own lives and focus on the lives of others and the souls of the people who are lost, destined for hell without Christ, we begin to develop a spirit of revival!

Back to the purpose of this blog: Shaking the Tree. No doubt, if you follow the news around the world regarding christian ministers who have fallen recently, then you can see that there is a shaking going on.  God will not allow people to continue in sin while leading people in the church.  Many people have been discouraged by the actions of men of God who have been leading double lives.  The purpose of this blog is not to condemn these men, we are called to pray for them and their restoration.  However, I believe that God is bringing these things to light for a purpose, and that it is in preparation for a move of His Spirit.  It is also a wake-up call for other people in ministry who are living double lives.  How can we live with ourselves when we are entrusted with the lives of people around us if we are living in sin?!  The time has come to repent and to truly serve God.  God is going to continue to shake the tree until all the bad fruit has fallen and all that is left is pure fruit.

It is so exciting to see these things happening because I believe that we are at the brink of a huge revival.  Let’s all continue to prepare our hearts, and our lives for the harvest!  We must examine our lives and ask ourselves, “can God trust me with peoples lives?”  If not, what do we have to change to make ourselves ready to lead people to Jesus?  It is time to either get on board completely and take the nation for Jesus, or get out of the way for those of us who want to see revival!!!

Worship

One of my desires since I turned my life over to Christ has always been to worship. I sometimes lay in bed until 3 am listening to worship songs and just spending time alone with God. I believe that the most intimate times that you will ever spend with God are during times of worship. That is why lately I have been so wrecked. I feel like I have gotten so caught up with things around me that I have forgotten what worship is really all about. I love playing rock music in the band. It is a lot of fun writing songs and recording music. Performing at concerts and outreaches is a blast. But none of this is really worship. True worship is a lifestyle of course; but from a worship leader, worship is about leading people to the most intimate place a person can go. The throne room of God is such a holy place that in the old testament, if a person entered the holy of holies and they were unclean, they would drop dead on the spot. They priests used to put bells on the high priest and tie a rope to his foot when he would enter the holy of holies. If the bells stopped ringing, they knew the man had died, and they would drag the body out using the rope. So as worship leaders, we are essentially like that priest in that we LEAD God’s people into the presence of God. How can we do this if our hearts are not right? How can we take on this responsibility with sin in our own lives? I fear that we take God’s grace for granted. It is no wonder that people are not standing strong in our churches! We set the example for them. Isaiah said “this people honors me with their lips, but their heart is far from me; in vain do they worship me, teaching as doctrines the commandments of men”. How many times have we been guilty of this? How many times do we praise God with our mouths when in reality our hearts are so far from God? I heard it said once, “christians don’t tell lies, they go to church and sing them.” If our hearts are not right with God we worship in vain. What are our motives, (as worship leaders) for worshipping God? Why do we sing and play our instuments? Do we do it for our own glorification? Do we do it so people can see how talented we are and how ‘hard we can rock’? Or do we do it so that God’s people may really enter into that intimate place of worship that really touches the heart of God? Our motives are reflected in our lives. I once heard someone talking about worship leaders. This person went up to a worship leader that I played guitar with and told him that the sin in his life was being reproduced and ‘washed’ over the people through his music. I believe that all music is spirit-driven. Therefore, whatever spirit has control of our lives is what is driving our music. If we are struggling sins we have the potential to reproduce that in people through music. A man wrote an incredible song while struggling with cancer recently. Many people have already heard about this story. This man wrote a song about God’s healing power. The problem with this-the man was never sick. He was decieving people to cover up hidden sin in his life. Of course, we pray that the man will be restored and for God to work in his life. But on a larger scale, now we have thousands and thousands of people who have been hurt because of this. Many young believers, and many non-believers may turn from God because of the example set. A worship leader is in an incredible position of leadership. Even in the smallest of congregations, the worship leader is in the same position. We must be careful to guard our testimony because we will be held accountable as LEADERS. I am saying all of this to say that I want to return to the heart of worship. I feel like the true call of a worship leader is to bring people so close to God that they can hear His heartbeat. The only way we can do this is to sanctify every part of our lives. If anything is hindering us, we have to get rid of it. If our hearts desire is for anything but more of Christ then we are not right. If we are not right we need to be strong enough to admit it and to take whatever steps it may take to get right. If we know our hearts are not right and we continue to lead worship we are playing with fire. God will not be mocked. I believe that a time is coming when God will raise up a revival like the world has never seen. I also believe that revival begins when the men and women in the church begin to get desperate for more of God. Worship has to be the motive behind our every action, thought, or word.

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The heart of God

The more I think I know about the heart of God, the more He shows me how little I really know. I lay in bed each night listening to music and praying and my heart was broken tonight as I thought about the heart of God. I couldn’t imagine the feeling of rejection by so many people. I am imagining if everyone I knew turned their backs on me and began to reject me, even as I try to reach out to them. The thought breaks my heart and I realize how this happens to God’s heart every day as His children turn from Him to chase the things of this world like money, sex, drugs, and relationships. I remember times that I have turned my back on God to pursue other things and I can’t help but think about the nails that pierced Jesus’ hands and feet, freeing me from the power that those things had on me. When will we stop crucifying Jesus? My heart is torn because I know that people are dying without giving their hearts to God. How many of my family members or friends are in that group? Ask yourself, “who do I know that would go to hell tonight if they were to die?” I know so many people that need Jesus who think that they are ok because they are ‘Good People’ but the truth is that they don’t know the truth. The word of God says that the only way to salvation is through Christ. Jesus wasn’t just a good man. He wasn’t just a prophet. He is the son of the living God who came to give us freedom and to pay the price for our sin. The thought of Jesus going to the cross for me makes my heart break and my soul long for more of Him. I long to see the church rise up and start chasing after the people who don’t know Him. Too many churches are content with where they are today and God is asking, “what about the others? What about the people around us?” Why do we sit in church and praise God but we don’t reach out to anyone? My prayer is that God would utterly take my world apart and continue to reveal the cross to me. I want to be able to see my family accept Jesus and begin to serve Him and I want my friends who don’t know him to get saved and begin to win souls. Revival begins when men and women of God allow their hearts to feel compassion for the souls of the people who are dying and going to hell around them…

Judgement

It has been a while since the last time I was able to sit and write on this blog. I have been completely overwhelmed with work, ministry and music. I have been so completely consumed by the desire to know God more lately because I believe that the day is coming in which people will no longer have the freedom to worship God the way we do now. The more I see in America, the stronger this feeling becomes for me. Our country grows further and further away from the strong christian principles and morals that we were birthed into, and it grieves my heart because I truely believe that this is the cause of so many problems that we face today. Every step that we as a nation take away from God brings us closer and closer to a terrible judgement. When I look at all the evil that takes place these days I can’t help but ask myself, how can God NOT judge us?? I was in Manhattan on Sunday all day and I got stuck in traffic. Huge crowds were marching the streets and many streets were closed by the police department as countless people marched in honor of HOMOSEXUALITY. I couldn’t believe my eyes and my heart broke as I saw people openly flaunting a sin that is such an abomination to God that it once caused him to destroy an entire city because of itm (sodom and gomorrah.) I began to pray silently to God as men dressed as women marched past waving their rainbow flags, thinking, “God, please withhold judgement and allow us to see these people repent and turn their hearts back to you.” My stomach hurt all day because I knew how much the heart of God was crying out for the souls of these people who were marching straight to hell. I kept thinking to myself, how can people be so open about sin and yet the churches in america are so afraid to go out and do something about it. We are the ones to blame because we sit in our comfortable cushined chairs and listen to preachers tell us about our best life now while people everyday are dying and going to hell!!! I am so angry right now because I know that I can do more!!! I don’t know why God has placed such a burden on my heart for New York City, but I do know that there are not enough CHRISTIANS standing up for holiness!!! Instead we pray for God to bless us, make our lives comfortable, make us happy, give us finances, feed us, give us nice cars and houses. I am disgusted by these kinds of prayers. I believe that if our hearts are truely filled with the holy spirit we should be facedown crying because of the sin that is bringing Gods judgement upon us!!! We should be praying for God to turn the hearts of America back to Him!!! I pray that God will allow us to reach as many people before america falls, because I believe she will…no where in end time prophecy does it speak of america, except perhaps babylon the great-and if that is the case then judgement is SURELY coming. Let us begin to chase God like never before and pray that there will be a great harvest before it is too late….

A vision unfolds

Hey everyone, haven’t had much time to write lately cause i have been extremely busy. Here’s what God has been putting on my heart lately

Revival. I have felt so strongly lately that God desires to bring forth a new move of His Spirit to this country. For the past few weeks I have felt that there has been a strong resistance to our work here, and I truly believe that it is because God is about to bring forth a fresh fire. Pastor Randy has been absolutely radical with his messages about revival lately and it has helped fuel the fire inside of me. I had a dream a few nights ago, and in that dream we were holding a youth convention at Central Park in Manhattan. In this dream there were a great number of youth gathered together and they were all worshiping God with their whole hearts. The number of youth gathered was so large that I could not count it. I love these kinds of dreams because they give me fresh vision and fresh fuel. This ministry has been tough at first because it seems like the people in New York don’t feel like they have a need for a savior. Pastor Randy said something last week that really stuck with me. He said, “I am drawing a circle here, standing in that circle, and saying ‘God, bring revival here.’ I am not leaving until there is a move of God here.” I have made a commitment to spend at least one hour in prayer each day for the youth of New York including Long Island. This is separate from my own devotion time. I am not going to be satisfied with anything less than a supernatural move of God for New York. I know now that it is going to take a supernatural move because it is painfully obvious that we cannot do it on our own. Every great revival in history began with a small handful of men and women of God gathering together and praying fervently for a move of God. God has brought a core group of us from different parts of the world together and we are all chasing after the souls of the people in New York who are dying daily and going straight to hell. Leonard Ravenhill asked, “when was the last time we couldn’t sleep because people were dying and going to hell?” We need to be burdened with the souls of the people around us!!! Our lives need to be centered around snatching people from the flames of Hell, and if we could stop praying for our own selfish desires and start crying out for the lost, maybe we would see souls won for Christ!!

Running From The Call

How many of us were called by God earlier in life and yet we ran from the call that God had for us? I know I can speak from experience and say that God had a call early in my life and I ran hard and fast. Many of us run because we want to live life the way we want, and we are afraid that the call of God on our lives will make us “un-popular” or that we will have to give up the things that we enjoy doing. I was reading about Jonah in the Bible this morning and God was speaking to me about how Jonah represents many people today. Many people are called by God and refuse to listen to the word that God has for us.

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Face down

 

God has been pressing on my heart lately about our prayer lives. We want to see God move in our lives and in our ministry. How many of us are really willing to pray for revival and for the lost. I am not talking about the little prayers we pray when we are in church and the pastor tells us to bow our heads and close our eyes. I am talking about the prayer that comes from a true desire to see the lost saved. Continue reading

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